hay...

It's been a long time since I wrote here in my blog.. and my writing prowess is getting a little rusty as of this moment...

I just graduated last week. And ever since then, things have not yet sink into my senses like "I need to find a job" or "need to go there, need to do this". I just feel like I'm still a student waiting for classes to resume.

And that's bad. Really really bad....


As I was taking my time off in wrting my resume, I stumble upon this clip arts in the net.


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So true, right?

Another one...


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hay.. naman... I've been through that.. and being strong is really the option available. nothing more...


Hay... I'm hoping for a good life ahead.. good job.. love life?? eh.. I don't like pa again. But, if it's you jericho... I'll think about it. hahahahahaha! (as if you're going to read this. hahahahaha!)


Till here...

10 Random Facts about me...

hmmm.. how should I start this one...

1. When I wake up in the morning, I usually don't just get up. I'll be lying in my bed for another half hour or so. (I know, I'm so lazy...)

2. When I'm eating, I tend to think what happens to the food I ate, i.e. how my body is going to digest it, etc.

3. I tend to imitate my cats' weird noises and purring. My cats were like stunned whenever they hear me meowing..

4. I sleep with my iPod on.

5. I don't eat chocolate, but I eat white chocolate and dark chocolate.

6. I don't eat boiled chicken, i.e. Tinolang manok. But I eat chicken macaroni salad and chicken salad.

7. When I'm angry, I tend to speak in different languages, most of the time I speak in korean-english-filipino, all that languages in just one sentence. ;p

8. There's no english song on my iPod. only korean, japanese, and chinese.

9. When I was a kid, I always pretend that I'm the yellow ranger.

10. Believe it or not. I'm a CAT officer way back in my senior high school. I have a rank of Lieutenant Colonel and I'm the S-4 Supply officer. People don't believe me when I tell them this because all they can see in me is the girly side of me... I'm also a varsity player before for badminton. :)





~ Su-Jin

Happy!!

Wee....

I got an e-mail from Sosengneem! hahahahaha!

Super ecstatic at this moment... :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Pathetic.. Frustrated.. Depressed...WHATEVER!!!!!!!!

Ok... first of all.. let me write in Taglish so I can fully express my emotion...



See this pic??
I'ts my shot kelan lang.. and to think na it's Spring time/Summer time na pero super gloomy pa rin ng sky and that tree looks like it's going into an Autumn spree...


So why did I include this pic here? Actually I'm going to rant.. well not necessarily rant.. but.. I don't know.. let's just see the outcome...

Just like that picture, medyo gloomy din ako ngayon.
Bakit gloomy? depress-depressan ang lola niyo ngayon.. Asar nga eh, pero I can't help it.. and I don't know why...

Today, I saw my crush.. I'm still in the denial state now.. I just can't believe what I saw.. heck! sana ako na lang yun. hahahahahaha! saya siguro nun pag nagkataon... at saka mas cute nman talaga ako dun sa kasama niya ah?! sino angal?! huh...

Another thing na nagpapa-gloomy sakin ngayon is the thought that I'm already going to graduate.

You see, hindi kami lahat g-graduate this year. Majority of my friends, or chingus, or amigos, are going to graduate next year. Ilan lang kami g-graduate ngayon? 6 lang. Pathetic right? hay.. di bale.. that's life.. at least pera na yan. hahahahaha!

Pero paano na si crush? si sosengneem? Sulatan ko kaya siya.. or i-e-mail ko kaya? hay.. di ako makapag-isip... kahit ano na lang.. di naman na niya ako makikita. hahahahahaha!

Pero yun yung frustration ko eh... I don't know if he even notice me or what... it's just that it's such a short time for us to get to know each other... hay.. call me crazy. Call me baliw. or call me Babo or micheosseo. I don't care... tinamaan ako eh. hahahahahahaha! hay.. pag-ibig.. sarang... amor... what should I do?? in-lababo na naman ako. hahahahaha! Pero makakalimutan ko din siya balang araw...

Kaw naman kasi sosengneem eh... pero at least dahil syo naging masaya ang last sem ko sa school. Dahil din sayo, I've strive hard in my studies. And dahil sayo, nagiging maganda lagi ang araw ko... It's so sad na 1 sem lang tyo nagkasama pero that 1 sem is so worthy to me.. (parang BF ko siya ah?) thank you sosengneem.. thank you sir...

Lastly.. Thanks to this people...


Year 2005 (1st year 1st sem)


Year 2006 (2nd year 2nd sem)


Year 2007 (3rd year 1st sem)


Year 2008 (3rd year 2nd sem)


Year 2008 (3rd year 2nd sem "Fools of Troy")


Year 2008 (2nd sem 4th year)


Year 2009 (2nd sem 4th year)

From 2005 hanggang this year, ang laki na ng pinagbago natin. Nadagdagan tayo ng mga friends and may umalis din. Pero nandun yung bond nating lahat. Nandun yung pag c-care natin for each other. At di ba hindi lang tayo mga Dora Dora the Explorers, naging Power Rangers pa tayo.

Hay... Mamimiss ko kayo guys.. I'm sorry kung hindi ako napunta sa cast party today. I'm sorry sa lahat ng mga nagawa ko. I'm sorry pag minsan out of reach ako.

Pero thank you guys kasi nandyan kayo lagi sakin. Through thick and thin, hindi niyo ko iniwan. Nasa tabi ko kayo in my happiest times and nasa tabi ko rin kayo in my sorrowful and depressing days. Super Thank you!

Pero di ba magkikita-kita pa naman tayo? pero ang super mami-miss ko lang kasi is yung bonding natin sa school..

Till here...


~Su-Jin :)

what could be....

in 5 years time.. what could happen to me??

am I going to be a chef?

or be in a tourism business?

or be stuck on my first job?

there are many things that could happen..

all I know is that whatever happened by that time, i know that I'll not regret it.. :)

Things to plan and should be made into action...

1. Learn how to drive before the baccalaureate mass (so i can make "takas" our car. wahahahahaha!)

2. Save up for the driving school within 2 weeks (so I can do the #1)

3. Save up for the reunion concert of Shinhwa (Should do this!)

4. Save up for my impromptu alone time (so I can binge up on some good old yellow cab pizza)

~ So far eto muna....

'coz I'm ready to fall in love....again....

Yup! You read it right...

I think I've moved on.. super duper moved on...

They say that the key to move on fast is to forgive and forget. But I only done the 2nd part, the forget part. And yet.. I was super freaking elated to tell you that eventhough I've only forget the past, I've moved on.

It was only until this time that I completely surrendered myself to God. In all His mightiness...

I asked for forgiveness and for Him to take control of my life for me. But I can't forgive that easily. I think I will carry that thing through out my whole life....



Yesterday, I've watched the movie "On the Line". That movie gave me the confidence and the reason to fall in love again and not to linger on the past anymore. Because, that is the only way I can live my life to the fullest. To fall in love again....

And... I think I've fallen in love! *Yippee* But I don't know if his gay or not. Haist! But I love him... I don't know! My mind is still in a daze.... Besides, Valebtine's has just passed, and I'm not quite used to spending Valentine's alone.. bitterness again....

And because of that, let me tell you what happened to me last Valentine's day. Me and my mom and my brother went to the mall to buy my brother a pair of slacks for his JS Prom. And because it was Valentine's day that day, couples are converging in the mall, having a date. Imagine my anger on that day. I want to kill all the happy couples, I want to pierce their hearts and tell them that "spending Valentine's was just plain stupidity!" Hay... If only my gaze could kill, all of the couples would be dead by now.... I think my attitude was quite understandable....


But as I said awhile ago.... I've thrown out all that bitterness away... 'coz I'm ready to fall in love tonight...'

Ready to Fall - Joey Fatone