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I feel kinda confuse this past few days.. I don't know why. But I just want to burst it all out here. In this blog. No one is reading this blog anyways, so I can say whatever I want to say.


Firstly, I'm facing a big dilemma now. Should I go or not? This are the questions that are constantly circulating my gray organ. I want to stay, but my brother doesn't want me to... What should I do... and gosh! the song that's playing right now is "holding back the tears". But I can't hold it! damn it!!!! I don't know what to do! I didn't even know that I'm going to this situation again.

Why do we need to think?!!! I'm so darn full of it already!!! With all this thinking! It feels like my brain already wants to explode in gazillion pieces. Brain, can you explode?as in now?! please...

THIS IS NOT GOOD!!!!

ok.. so this is not good.. I just read an article in allkpop about Tablo's brother criticizing the infinity challenge ep. in NY.. and the thing that I most hate is putting down the name of our country.. so what if we are a least developed country? we speak english very well that's why YOUR country men are going into OUR country to study english!




Yes, I get his point. But he's not just insulting his own race but even our own beloved country. Koreans are coming here to study English. And yes, sometimes all they do is go out and have some fun, sing at a norebang. But some of them are trying hard to learn English because they know that they need it for their future. So why bash Mr. Lee Sun Min? Can't you be a little nicer?

"Nodame" mode

Why Nodame?

Because I kinda act like her.... with the always pouting lips, to the childish behavior, and sometimes the way of talking...

I'm so thankful that no one is pointing it out that I kinda look like Nodame. But I do take my bath everyday! as in 3 times a day!

i'M LIKE THIS WHEN i'M BORED.. AND OUT OF MY MIND....




Or like this when i'm thinking of something....




Or worst... I'm like this when I'm stressed out.. (I really end up talking to my stuff toys or my cats and dogs...)






But, actually, that's not my point right now.

I just gotten back from my teaching demo from a korean school. and my demo sucked!
Wanna know why? because I'm teaching to imaginary students! Imagine my dismay!

Deep inside me.. a "Chiaki-Senpai" mode is burning up! I was like this...



and this....



and also a "Masumi-chan" mode...



Random thoughts circulated in mind that time. And I was like "What the hell!! I look like a freak!"

And then, the interviewer (he's korean) said to me "you lack teaching skills, but you're energetic." In my mind, I was furious! How the heck is my teaching skills going to show if I'm there, satanding in the front, pretending that I'm talking to someone, explaining nouns and all that grammar stuff!!!! whatever!!

Anyways, they said that I'm going to be a trainee first..


Thank god, my nodme mood did not show a while ago.... that pouting lips.... hay...

Gyabooooooooooooooooooooooooon!!!!!!!

1.

Hay.. finally, wala na akong naririnig na news about dun sa "Hayden-Katrina" scandal. How many days yung news na yun nasa mga t.v. screens natin? a week? or sobra pa? Grabe noh? It was over sensationalized. And on my point of view, it was over-reacted by people. Kasi naman di ba, ang dami dami ng ganyang nagyayari noon pa, so why make it a big issue now? grabe talaga tong mga politicians natin. May makapitan lang na mga controversies, super grab the opportunity na sila.... Hay.. You can sense the election coming na talaga....


2.

The House of Representatives are pushing, or should I say already pushed, House Resolution 1109 that would amend the 1987 Constitution.

And then, there are rumours that our current Pres. Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo is running for congress next year.

So, what's my point?

Look at the picture. The House Resolution 1109 is said to change our government into a Parliamentary one. If what I'm thinking is right, if Pres. Arroyo will become a congresswoman next year and, may god forbid, our constitution has changed, she will be a Prime Minister because for sure, she will be the 1st choice of every congressmen because lahat sila kapanalig niya.... hay.... She really is a very bright person.... I can't wait to see what will happen.


3.

Influenza A(H1N1) has struck our country. There are many cases now and there is also a community outbreak na sa Nueva Ecija.... What a perilous world we have now...
My lola told us not to go to the malls na, kasi there is a risk of infection na... haaaaay... goodbye happy life in the mall for a while....



4.

I like classical music again.. and it's because of Nodame Cantabile.




What I like about this drama is the comic antics. Nakakatawa talaga. My mom doesn't like this because pambata daw. But i like this because of the music and "Chiaki-senpai" hahahahahahaha!

Seriously, I'm like Nodame kasi. Medyo magulo din sa room... pero I always take a bath and I shampoo always!





~okay.. till here muna....

hay...

It's been a long time since I wrote here in my blog.. and my writing prowess is getting a little rusty as of this moment...

I just graduated last week. And ever since then, things have not yet sink into my senses like "I need to find a job" or "need to go there, need to do this". I just feel like I'm still a student waiting for classes to resume.

And that's bad. Really really bad....


As I was taking my time off in wrting my resume, I stumble upon this clip arts in the net.


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So true, right?

Another one...


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hay.. naman... I've been through that.. and being strong is really the option available. nothing more...


Hay... I'm hoping for a good life ahead.. good job.. love life?? eh.. I don't like pa again. But, if it's you jericho... I'll think about it. hahahahahaha! (as if you're going to read this. hahahahaha!)


Till here...

10 Random Facts about me...

hmmm.. how should I start this one...

1. When I wake up in the morning, I usually don't just get up. I'll be lying in my bed for another half hour or so. (I know, I'm so lazy...)

2. When I'm eating, I tend to think what happens to the food I ate, i.e. how my body is going to digest it, etc.

3. I tend to imitate my cats' weird noises and purring. My cats were like stunned whenever they hear me meowing..

4. I sleep with my iPod on.

5. I don't eat chocolate, but I eat white chocolate and dark chocolate.

6. I don't eat boiled chicken, i.e. Tinolang manok. But I eat chicken macaroni salad and chicken salad.

7. When I'm angry, I tend to speak in different languages, most of the time I speak in korean-english-filipino, all that languages in just one sentence. ;p

8. There's no english song on my iPod. only korean, japanese, and chinese.

9. When I was a kid, I always pretend that I'm the yellow ranger.

10. Believe it or not. I'm a CAT officer way back in my senior high school. I have a rank of Lieutenant Colonel and I'm the S-4 Supply officer. People don't believe me when I tell them this because all they can see in me is the girly side of me... I'm also a varsity player before for badminton. :)





~ Su-Jin

Happy!!

Wee....

I got an e-mail from Sosengneem! hahahahaha!

Super ecstatic at this moment... :) :) :) :) :) :) :)