I lied...

I lied...
When I tell you that you're not the one I like.

I lied...
Whenever I tell myself that it's okay to be your friend.

I lied...
When I told you that I will need your help when a new guy comes into my life.

I lied...
When I told you that you were my like my close friend-slash-bestfriend in one.



You know what hurts me the most? It is the fact that we have put each other in the "friendzone". I can't seem to read your mind. Everything is too complicated. But I'd rather stay this way, than risk our friendship's future.


I am slowly getting afraid that I might actually fall for you already. I need to raise my guard. I need to pretend that everything is alright.


Because that is how it should always be.... for now...