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I feel kinda confuse this past few days.. I don't know why. But I just want to burst it all out here. In this blog. No one is reading this blog anyways, so I can say whatever I want to say.


Firstly, I'm facing a big dilemma now. Should I go or not? This are the questions that are constantly circulating my gray organ. I want to stay, but my brother doesn't want me to... What should I do... and gosh! the song that's playing right now is "holding back the tears". But I can't hold it! damn it!!!! I don't know what to do! I didn't even know that I'm going to this situation again.

Why do we need to think?!!! I'm so darn full of it already!!! With all this thinking! It feels like my brain already wants to explode in gazillion pieces. Brain, can you explode?as in now?! please...