Finding what my passion truly is..

I admit. I was struck by the quarter-life crisis. And I am still suffering from it.

Or am I?

I am currently pursuing my graduate studies for Professional Education so that I can take the Licensure Exam for Teachers. I enrolled this year na ang tanging nasa isip ko lang is makatapos, kumuha ng exam, at magturo sa public school para may kahahantungan talaga yung buhay ko. Yup. Inaamin ko, wala talagang matinong direksyon ang buhay ko sa ngayon.


Just now, my aunt sent me a message about "Teach for the Philippines". I read their blog. And yeah, sa hindi ko malamang dahilan, napaiyak ako nito. Siguro dahil na-touch ako sa mga mahihirap na bata na may mataas na pangarap sa buhay. O baka naman tinamaan ako kasi may-kaya ako sa buhay, pero hindi ko alam kung ano talaga ang gusto ko.

I want to be part of their fellowship. I want to nurture those kids. I want to cheer for them. I want to tell them that even if you are born poor, if you strive hard enough, you will eventually attain what you are dreaming for. Be it a doctor or a teacher.


Yup.. a teacher...

Being a teacher....


I think that really is my calling...

Nope.. scratch that.... I think IT is my calling....

It's been a while...

It's been a while since my heart and stomach fluttered like this. That feeling when all of a sudden, you are crushing on someone you really don't know. As in you just saw for the first time.

Alright, here is the story.

My mom recently had an emergency and we went to the hospital. And "bam!". There, I saw someone that made my insides flutter. I felt that "butterflies in the stomach" kind of thing again. Haha.
He is a doctor. He was performing a minor surgery in the E.R. And boy was I smitten. The moment he walks in the room, my eyes were glued on him. If that is the feeling of finding your soulmate, then how I wish he is the one.

And because I am so good in finding people with the use of Facebook and Google, I found his name. Haha. Me and my tracking skills. His name, well, is Jun Jandoc. Way closer to the nickname that I gave him, which is Jan.

I'm way too afraid to post his picture here because it will be automatically downloaded in my other phone, which my brother is currently using.

Well, I guess I'll just leave it to destiny. If he's my other half, we will cross each other's paths again and fall in love. If he's the one, then I'll be glad to re-read this entry with him.
But if he's not, then I guess this entry will be listed among all other entries here in my blog that will tackle guys that smitten me during the course of my single life.

Till next time. ^^